Staying in love

My mind is preoccupied with thoughts of you…

Call me emotional,

Or a person who loses the ability to think straight…

Foolish…

But when I’m in love, I’m really emotional…

Pliable…

And easily misled😬

Much more genius is needed to make love than to command armies. 

Your voice in my heart

Sometimes I don’t even know what we talked about,
I just listen to the sound of your voice…

And to your laugh…

And to the sound of you…

Listening to me. 

Oh gosh! 

There’s nothing sweeter in this world…

Than the sound of you…

Saying my name. 

He’s mauling my heart…fitfully

Sometimes, you just have to be happy with what people can offer you…

Even if it’s not what you want…

At least it’s something. 
They say that only a weak person needed someone else around all the time…

Well, maybe I’m weak…

Super weak…

Cos I miss you every time I blink. 

Rating my boyfriend…

I’m not dramatizing my relationship with him…

Yes, we like drama ha-ha!

We rant and fight, then realize that neither of us is that as bad as we say…

Not even close!!

We always give each other a hard time (wait! He always gives me a hard time🙊)…

But there are times when he’s really perfect…

When? 

Those times when I was really moody and it seems like it didn’t affect him or whatsoever, like he remained calm and nonchalant about it 😂

Soooooo….

Let me give him a review🙊

1. Is he your best friend

  • YES. He makes me feel comfortable. And yes, we started as friends. Hence,  our relationship is totally based on friendship first.
  • I can open up and vent to him, and I think vice versa.

2. Does he invest his time with you?

  • Uh-oh🙊😂Oh well, yes…like he wake up in the morning, and the first thing he does is greeting me good morning and say “I love you so much”, then before going to bed, he’ll say his “Goodnight and I love you so much.”  Cheesy? Ha-ha! But I think it does mean that I’m on his mind all the time😍. So yeah,  the answer to this is YES (I just hope he’ll invite me more to watch films with him🙊😂). 

3. Does he trust you, 100%?

  • YES. Cos I’m trustworthy😂🙌❤ Seriously, it’s because I’m worth it of his trust, I don’t give him reason not to trust me (like he does :/ Ha-ha!)

4. Is he a man of his words?

  • Umm, that’s so hard to answer haaa!! Well, he needs to prove himself to be a keeper. He has to understand that actions speak louder than words. 

5. Does he find you beautiful?

  • Alwaaaaays!! Even during my bad hair days, and even during my #IFeelSoUgly days…dunno if he’s lying, but he always finds me beautiful. Isn’t it sweet? Haaa!

6. Does he know how to make you smile/laugh?

  • Definitely YES. Actually, he can make me do anything.

7. Do you feel safe with him?

  • YES. He’s my sanctuary, I just wanna be with him…forever. 

8. Does he make you a better person?

  • YES. He helps and motivates me to grow. I learned a lot from him, good things (and bad too😂), that’s useful for my daily adventure. 

9. Are you the love of his life? Does he know that?

  • YES! Cos he always reminds me whenever he gets the chance. And he always says that he’ll never risk losing me (I hope it’s true🙊😂). 


So, how’s my boyfriend? Do you think he’s superlative? Am I the lucky one? 

That’s the thing!

Do you think falling in love is a beautiful thing?…

She remembers how they used to be…

He’s her first love,

And falling in love was like diving into a clear blue sea…

She thought she could see everything they were…

Everything they were meant to be. 

She’s wrong.

The falling apart…

Was pure ecstasy. 

Falling in love is truly beautiful, it’s the being in love part that sucks. 

Or maybe she haven’t been in love with the right person yet???

Cos true love makes people happy more than anything. 

She’s questioning herself…

How can you be soooo positive about love after what happened to you?

She’s hopeful that one day, true love will come for her. 

Heads up!

Every woman deserves a man who adores her for what she is…

A man who doesn’t see her as a project, but a prize. 

I mean, life is short. Too short to waste a single second with anyone who doesn’t appreciate and value you.