Everything fades away

She feels dejected…
Feeling down…
She doesn’t know what’s going on…
Everything’s heavy…
She doesn’t want to do anything…
She feels all things are undone…
She’s heartbroken…
That happiness is not even laugh worthy…
Her thoughts died…
She wishes time can kill memories.

She’s sitting inside her car, in an abandoned car park. She’s alone and cries cold, feeling betrayed and fooled—she felt her heart had been ripped out of her…feeling the kind of pain that you will never understand. 

Follow your heart?

She want to follow my heart…

She really do…

But her heart is leading her back to a guy who might not be her forever…

He lied…

He fooled her…

He chooses everyone but her…

He made her feel that she’s unworthy…

She’s his last priority…

Sad but true. 

Dear heart, please let it go. 

Just do it with love 

Do everything with all your heart, and I’m sure your action will be more meaningful…the significance will be overpowering more than you could ever imagine. 

Big or small task, it really deserves all your heart ❤️ 

You are you 

You are unique, there’s no one else on earth like you. You shouldn’t waste your time trying to be like other people, just be the best and simply own it. 

What I mean is…

You’re best by being yourself. 

Being different is what makes each of us special and life so exciting. 

Are you weird? So am I!! We should celebrate our weirdness cos “normal” is definitely boring 😉

You deserve it!

We all deserve to feel all forms of love. Don’t think that you’re unworthy of being loved, all of us are worthy. 

Love yourself, then try to give love to those around you as much as you give yourself. I know it’s kinda hard to deal with people who are toxic, negative and hateful…but at the very least, it won’t hurt you if you’ll send them your love and positive thoughts. 

I’m grateful to be able to give and receive love☺️❤️

Not that it would matter

Ever experienced being dumped? 

It’s like a surprise…he’ll simply call you one day and tell you that it’s over. 

Then you’ll eventually try to console yourself with the facts that you both wanted a different things in life. And your partner wasn’t ready for the kind of commitment that you wanted.

Simple as that? Definitely no! 

Of  course you’ll spend weeks, months, or even years trying to figure out on why the  new person had been good enough to be with your ex. Where had you gone wrong? Had you been too pushy? Maybe too boring? Or… maybe simply not lovable?

Then of course you’ll think that it’ll be easier if you’ll meet someone else, but with every passing days, weeks, months or even years, you’ll find yourself wondering more and more about where all the good guys had gone. Or if they still exist. God knows. 

No matter what, don’t let your status define you. 

Admiring the difference

Walking around, I just realized that this is the kind of city that I will never settle in for good. It’s too touristy, and it’s like the whole place had grown without proper planning haha!

Reading young people’s minds like me, I think it’s all about their plans for Friday night. An easy life? Yes! That’s exactly what they are doing…they’re trying to live a life thinking that hard decision isn’t necessary…that making a right choice is not important at all (especially if it involved extra work). Like why try to be productive, when you could be on the beach enjoying the sun?

Gosh, I wonder how many of these people even gave much thought to the lives that they’re going to lead. 

Me, I always thought about the future all the time. Instead of displaying my life thru social media, I always focus myself with my business…living a life my dad taught me how. Unlike most of the teenagers here, I have plans. 

Not fun? Sometimes…but there’s a natural grace in what I’m doing, and I really appreciate it—I still feel a frisson of excitement at the thought of my future. 

Am I doing the right thing?

Manic Monday

Mondays, Mondays, Mondays…

Why are you so harsh? 😩

I didn’t want to go to work…

I didn’t want to wake up so freaking early😑

Monday, you’re a constant reminder that life isn’t as exciting as royalties lives. 

…not even close lol!

——break——–

Enough about ranting ha-ha!

I should acquire positive vibes ☺️

(Breathe in, breathe out)

Well, I should like Mondays…

Why?

Cos it simply symbolizes starting over…

Fresh start…

A beginning of a diamond like shiny new week. ❤️