Lost In The Sun

Those words are so familiar to her…

It’s so cruel for her subconscious…

He was her sun…

Shining and brilliant…

But this is really too much, it’s hurting her inside and out…

She misses her sun…

But he’s cruel…

So he lost the light…

It’s not nice anymore…

She feels that they’re not anything to each other—not anymore. 

Conundrum of all conundrums

She’s not yet ready to put into words what kind of feeling she’s feeling right now…

His words and actions makes her feel like she’s on a roller coaster…

Like, organs dropped kind of feelings…

As a matter of fact, it’s pretty complicated. 

It’s ridiculous, it’s like she can’t be thankful of anything…

She feels so hurt, disappointed and deflated. 

She need to be more assertive…

Though there are dozen of questions she wanted to ask…

She’d decided to just hold her breath in the silence…

This is one hell of a ride…

Yes, there’s no doubt that she’s enjoying the ride…

But she has to try and survive…

And that’s the hardest part. 

Staying in love

My mind is preoccupied with thoughts of you…

Call me emotional,

Or a person who loses the ability to think straight…

Foolish…

But when I’m in love, I’m really emotional…

Pliable…

And easily misled😬

Much more genius is needed to make love than to command armies. 

Your voice in my heart

Sometimes I don’t even know what we talked about,
I just listen to the sound of your voice…

And to your laugh…

And to the sound of you…

Listening to me. 

Oh gosh! 

There’s nothing sweeter in this world…

Than the sound of you…

Saying my name. 

He’s mauling my heart…fitfully

Sometimes, you just have to be happy with what people can offer you…

Even if it’s not what you want…

At least it’s something. 
They say that only a weak person needed someone else around all the time…

Well, maybe I’m weak…

Super weak…

Cos I miss you every time I blink.