Tired but Vehement 

True love…

There’s never a time or place for true love…

It’ll happen accidentally…

In a heartbeat…

In a single flashing…

Throbbing moment. 

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Heads up!

Every woman deserves a man who adores her for what she is…

A man who doesn’t see her as a project, but a prize. 

I mean, life is short. Too short to waste a single second with anyone who doesn’t appreciate and value you. 

Chuck the panic out :p

Projects are overwhelming…

But my dad told me once that I shouldn’t be afraid to overcommit myself on something I believe in…

Yeah, I’m sure I’ll get caught up in the moment…

Ugh, that level of commitment is a bit scary tho…

But yeah, I should just focus on the benefits—I’m sure the benefits will pay off well into the future.

I can handle this!! 

Eff you for saying that

Saying those words…

It came like a hurricane…

Nah…

Actually, more like a flash flood…

Or…

Uhmm…

Like an avalanche…

No warning…

I wasn’t prepared for the onslaught…

I was paralyzed…

It was more horrible that I’ve imagined…

The whoosh of blood rushing to my head…

Can feel my heart pounding…

It’s like there’s nothing left to say.

Opine

When trust is broken…

Some people can just move on…

Cry…

And be done with it.

But for her…

She doesn’t know…

It seems that she didn’t want to fix it…

Didn’t want to forget it…

Maybe it wasn’t something that was broken?…

Maybe it’s just something that happened?

Blew it

Sometimes, he has to understand that he can’t erase all the trauma he caused by those flowery words…

Not even by acting like some leading man…

This isn’t a movie…

Doesn’t work that way…

Not all happy/polished endings…

It doesn’t come with a big red bow at the end of a conflict…

It comes with a miserable person (her), who don’t know how to really fully trust anymore. 

Not the dazzling him

There are times that your real partner isn’t showing…

I mean, when your partner isn’t being his usual warn and wonderful self with you…

It’s like, it’s some other version of him you’ve never seen before…

The cold and wary version…

So frustrating that you want the real him back. 

Cynical?

She kinda feel unhinged…

It’s hard for her to explain…

It’s like…

She can’t trust anyone the way she thought she could…

She’s questioning…

“What do I really know?”

Nothing is guaranteed…

Anything can even fall apart when you least expect it. 

Chemistry 

I knew him so well…

Knew what’ll make him happy…

But it’s more than just emotional stuff…

Sometimes, I swear, it’s like we’re on the same wavelength.