Love is nice…

There are times that it hurts like hell, but it’s nice. 

I’m happy with you, and I love you. But I have this constant fear that you are going to leave me…and I know that makes me push you away sometimes. 

I guess I have abandonment issues

This is hard…

All I can say is I’m doing my best, but sometimes I felt like nothing I do is enough. 

Sometimes I felt like drowning. 

I’m in my bed ranting about something I cannot even explain myself. 

I’m stuck with these thoughts…

Why the hell am I even awake?!

I’m trapped in my own mind. 


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