Swirling

I hope I’m able to control time…

To have the power to stretch 1 minute into 10, 10 into 20…

The power to choose how I want to spend each of those minutes…

To define me every second. 

Actually, there are those nights when everything clicks perfectly into place…

Maybe tonight hasn’t been one of those nights. 

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Vague 

I’m not fighting for your attention…

Either you’ll give it to me or you won’t. 

I’m overcome by warm contentment. 

Randomness ;)

He’s different than the rest….

It’s this connection that neither of us can deny is there…

He loves me with all my flaws and craziness, and I love him with all his flaws and craziness too…

Together we are learning from each other, making each other better…

I see the future with him.

We’ve shared late night conversations, and learned that not everyone leaves you…

He broke my walls, and I’m vulnerable. But for the first time, it didn’t scare me like I used to…

We’ve shared our insecurities…

We know that we aren’t perfect human being…

We’ve made mistakes, but we forgave each other and still love each other for all of it—because what we have in common is knowing that what we have is the best thing that has ever happened to one another. 

We’ve wondered how we will live without each other.

People might not understand till they experience something similar themselves…but they’ll will surely know with certainty, once they’ll meet someone like they’ve been waiting their entire life to meet this special someone. 

I believe in love…always 

Love is a word everyone throws around…

It’s gotten so over-used with stuff that it’s losing its true purpose…

Love is whenever you’re sad and the person you love pop into your head, then all your troubles go away…they simply put a smile on your face without even trying…

They make your stomach tingle and your heart flutter…

And even just the thought of them with someone else makes you wanna throw up or die—that’s what love means

It means you can’t live without them. That once they’re gone forever, there’s a hole in your heart and it can never be filled—that’s what love is. 

Another true meaning of love is your parents love for you…

You love your parents because they have been there with you through everything…they take care of you…and If they’ve left, you’d be broken inside. 

I’m glad that my parents are strict because I realized that they love me and care about me. 

If your parents are giving you a tough love, it doesn’t mean they don’t care about you. In fact, it means they’re trying to make you grow and mature. 

Give them credit and love your parents. And of course the people around you. 

And yeah, love yourself too❤

Js…

It’s really amazing that you can be sure that someone is the one…you feel it, look into their eyes and see a future…

But then, they turn out to just be that person that gets their rocks off from hurting you and finding every way to do so. 

I think you should be careful of your perception of love and who you love. Sometimes it’s so clouded…gosh! Like anyone on the planet can be your soulmate haha!😂

You have to understand that people you love can now hurt you in ways you only thought possible on movies or tv shows, and people that mean nothing to you can turn out to be the love of your life. 

Confused? Same here, I’m confused with what I’m trying to say🙊😂

Well, what I’m trying to say is for you to keep an open mind about people, and you should be careful of your feelings, because no matter how much love you can show to someone, if that person doesn’t love you back, then there’s really nothing you can do to change that. 

Monstrous love?!

Love is actually hard work, work that most of us scared to put in. 

I’ve seen the damage that love can do, and while it’s beautiful, while it’s something powerful that we are even willing to die for it, we can’t help seeing the monster behind it…

Yet we still wish for love anyways…

For that spark that keeps many of us happy…

I’m one of the fools for being so hurt by other people’s love…

I’m a fool for fearing it yet wanting it. 

Ps I’m most definitely a fool and a fool I shall stay. 😣 How bout you?!?

He’s the one

He completes me. He’s the guy I promised the past me that would come some day to make me happy with.

Nothing can separate us except our self ignorances, but we can surely learn to fight that.

I love him so damn much. He makes me the happiest person on planet earth, cos he’s all I need to live and be happy.

He’s one of the major reason why I keep going with hope, he’s my motivation to do better, and to someday be the perfect woman for him…

The kind of woman that is there to hold him when he’s alone or sad…

The type of woman that will try her damn hardest to make him feel better whenever he feel that inescapable sadness…

The type of woman that will make him feel more loved and appreciated…

I want to be the reason he’s happy every day. 

I know he probably don’t need no woman to be there to help him when he falls, but damn, whenever he fall, I want to be there to catch him and hold him. 

I love him so much, he makes me feel so happy, in love, and complete. 

I don’t know where I’d be right now without him, but I know I’d be extremely sad cos he’s the only one that can handle/manage an emotional ass like me hahaha😂❤️, and I really love him for that. 

Fear…don’t shut me down

Love is nice…

There are times that it hurts like hell, but it’s nice. 

I’m happy with you, and I love you. But I have this constant fear that you are going to leave me…and I know that makes me push you away sometimes. 

I guess I have abandonment issues

This is hard…

All I can say is I’m doing my best, but sometimes I felt like nothing I do is enough. 

Sometimes I felt like drowning. 

I’m in my bed ranting about something I cannot even explain myself. 

I’m stuck with these thoughts…

Why the hell am I even awake?!

I’m trapped in my own mind.