Admiring the difference

Walking around, I just realized that this is the kind of city that I will never settle in for good. It’s too touristy, and it’s like the whole place had grown without proper planning haha!

Reading young people’s minds like me, I think it’s all about their plans for Friday night. An easy life? Yes! That’s exactly what they are doing…they’re trying to live a life thinking that hard decision isn’t necessary…that making a right choice is not important at all (especially if it involved extra work). Like why try to be productive, when you could be on the beach enjoying the sun?

Gosh, I wonder how many of these people even gave much thought to the lives that they’re going to lead. 

Me, I always thought about the future all the time. Instead of displaying my life thru social media, I always focus myself with my business…living a life my dad taught me how. Unlike most of the teenagers here, I have plans. 

Not fun? Sometimes…but there’s a natural grace in what I’m doing, and I really appreciate it—I still feel a frisson of excitement at the thought of my future. 

Am I doing the right thing?

Manic Monday

Mondays, Mondays, Mondays…

Why are you so harsh? 😩

I didn’t want to go to work…

I didn’t want to wake up so freaking early😑

Monday, you’re a constant reminder that life isn’t as exciting as royalties lives. 

…not even close lol!

——break——–

Enough about ranting ha-ha!

I should acquire positive vibes ☺️

(Breathe in, breathe out)

Well, I should like Mondays…

Why?

Cos it simply symbolizes starting over…

Fresh start…

A beginning of a diamond like shiny new week. ❤️

Welcome back my friend :)

Hey I’m back!…

I could hear the happiness/excitement in his voice…

I really adore him for his unfailing optimism…

Like how many times had I been in the hole of despair, and only him reach down and pulled me up?

….uhmm, more than I cared to remember. 

Skittles 

Yes, there are times that I don’t believe in relationships…

Why? Uhmmm…

They’re such a crutch (sometimes🙊) which I mean in a bad way…

But I always believe in love❤️…

Though it’s hard to be in love…

Like the part when you’re putting up with someone’s bad qualities because by some means they complete you.

No, I’m not making love as an excuse to put up with some shit that we shouldn’t…

Love shouldn’t be a crock…shouldn’t be a trap😬

Strong-willed

It’s true that we need to protect ourselves, protect our heart…

But holding people away from us is a big no-no…

We can’t deny ourselves love…

That doesn’t make us stronger—it makes us weaker. 

The destiny of our heart is our choice. Don’t be afraid—taking risk is living. 

Tenuous bond

A perfect relationship? Nah, it doesn’t exist…ever. We always have to bend, compromise, or even give something up in order to achieve something greater. 

There are times that we try each other’s patience—and I’m sure we have plenty. 

Maybe the love we have for each other is quite bigger than all these small differences. And that’s the important thing…love is the biggest piece. 

Love can make up for a lot. 

Yes, there a times when I felt that love is just a sham. But then I realized that it’s unfair for me to believe that just because my past relationship didn’t last…after all, it doesn’t make it a total wash cos I had many good memories with it—there are times when I was happy. 

Yes, I failed…oh no, scratched that. I shouldn’t think that it’s a failure. It would be worse if I haven’t tried to love at all.

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It’s all about the small things—where are those? 🙃


S’Mores 

While sitting in Starbucks…

“I’ll tell you what I like about you,” he said…

“Mhmm,” I replied…

“Well, it’s obvious that you’re beautiful, and I have  to admit that was what got my attention when I first saw you. Then your confidence, and how you act like you couldn’t give less of a shit whether a guy talk to you or not.”

“Cheesy,” I replied…

“Nah, I’m serious. A girl like you has a colorful layers of personality and emotions,” he said. 

“Ugh! I think that’s a bad thing,” I replied. 

“Why’s that a bad thing?” he asked. 

“Hmm, dunno..” I replied…

“Your turn,” he said

“Whaaa? Duuuh!” I replied

“Hahaha (he laughed)…actually it doesn’t matter anyway why you like me”

—silence—

“No?” He asked

“Nope” I replied 

Then we both laughed 😂😂

#HeIsSoAdorable hahaha😂